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and accomplished I have found that either my email has a virus or that someone else had hacked my account. As annoying as that was I wish I knew who it was. I have never had this happen to me. I mean what is wrong with a person that they derive pleasure from making others lives miserable. Hackers identity thieves, psychic vampires, they all think that the world revolves around them and that they have to make themselves known in the world by screwing with those around them.
I received an email from my yahoo account on my hot mail account, which I know I didn't send due to the religious nature of the emails subject. So either I had a virus that hacked my address book and didn't know about it or there is some crazy Christian out there who is under the guise of my account harassing the world on a whole new level that should be considered blasphemous in its own right. What is the would coming to that someone would force their religion on another in the form of a self infecting viral message to be sent to the world?
On another note, a rather happy one for myself, I recently acquired a Tarot deck. Now I have never really been one for using such things but as of late I have found that I am not the person that I use to be and that I am no longer as devout in my spiritual path as I use to be when I was on a much unhealthier lifestyle. So now that I have my affairs in order and am rather clear on who I am, I wish to use the cards to answer some lost questions that I have buried somewhere in my subconscious and once again become more attuned to myself in my new life style.
I was once very aware of the things that were wrong in my life due to my awareness through energy work and dream work that I used to be able to achieve. But alas with locking away my old self and the things that made me a bad person I also locked away that awareness, and hope that by using the cards I may be able to re tap into that, and reawaken a part of me that I have so longed missed.
If anyone has any ideas or books on how to get started, I would gladly accept your comments and or gifts of knowledge.
Thats all for now, Bright Blessings and Merry Part....
October 13 2005, 08:35:16 UTC 6 years ago
I found your journal through a seemingly random way..
I've been reading tarot for several years, now, and found - way back when - that the best way to get started was to start by reading the booklet that came with the deck. If there was no booklet, all is not lost. A good google search on tarot and card meanings may help. Your best bet is to learn the very basics from the booklet/documents, then take that knowledge, open your mind, and allow your own intuition to guide you.
I no longer have a clue where my booklets are, and I have been using intuition and general abilities for my readings. If you are an intuitive psychic, you've got a huge leg up, so to speak. If not, this may very well bring latent abilities to the fore-front.
Also, please remember that reading tarot for yourself is one of the hardest things to do. It's very easy to second-guess yourself, or to unconciously lead your thought patterns when you are reading. Also, remember that the tarot reacts best to open-phrased questions, as opposed to yes/no questions.
Hope this helped.
-Eric